When I
see you again I will tell you all about the life without you here, how
almost a year passed and my feelings didn't change, our family is missing you every single day.
I will
say all I should have said before when I had the chance and you were smiling, kidding with my brother and the situation. The strongest man I have ever
met. I should have told you how I loved those times when we danced together and
all your dirty jokes, because you were standing by my side in all the most
important moments of my life, you believed in me.
I should had told.
I should had told.
Recently
in my dreams you encouraged me to move on and smile. I will do it.
And then
when I meet you again I will tell you how much I love you and how I'm thankful
about everything, I promise.
For now,
I can say you gonna be with me until the end of my life, the love you gave will
never get lost, I'm sure.
About
missing you... I still don't know how to deal with it.