When I see you again I will tell you all about the life without you down here, how almost a year passed and my feelings didn't change, our family are missing you every single day.
I will say all I should have said before when I had the chance and you was smiling to me, kidding with my brother and the situation, the strongest man I have ever met. I should have told you how I loved those times when we danced together and all your dirty jokes, because you was standing by my side in all the most important moments of my life, you believed in me, therefore I should had told.
Recently in my dreams you encouraged me to move on and smile. I will do it.
And then when I meet you again I will tell you how much I love you and how I'm thankful about everything, I promise.
For now, I can say you gonna be with me until the end of my life, the love you gave will never get lost, I'm sure.
About missing you... I still don't know how to deal with.